I am having a lot of trouble with completely stopping cigarettes. When I am not smoking I can’t stop thinking about smoking one and when I am smoking one I feel like crap because I am giving in. Cigarettes are seriously one of the most evil things on this earth (next to MPB of course). This past week I was feeling good about my hair, I thought that it looked thicker and my mom gave me a good haircut too. When I felt that my hair looked good I had confidence in who I was as a person and felt more calm about everything. When I woke up this morning I looked in the mirror my hair looked like shit and so now all of that confidence is washed away in a second. It is replaced by anger and depression. I hate this waiting to see how much hair I am gonna lose due to stopping Propecia. I wish it would just happen instead of this awful waiting. But then again I think that the flax lignans that I am taking and beta-sis and green tea may in fact help with my hair loss. I don’t know what is gonna happen. It is really unreal when I think about how f#*%d up my life started getting when I started to lose my hair. I have such little confidence with my hair as it is and it is only going to get worse. As a general rule I generally hate life, a lot. I am well aware of the fact that it is ridiculous to have hair loss affect me that much but it just does. I fight it every second of my life to have it not ruin everything, but it does, always.
James, it bugs me a lot when I hear that the hair loss is getting to you so much. Come on, don’t let it! Easier said that done I know, but still.
Hey cute dog man! No wonder you smoke. With your dog smoking around you all the time the pressure must be unbearable .
Anyway, keep your head up man. The older you get, the less it will bug you, if that’s any consolation. You still considering transplants?
Thanks for the words of wisdom Sam, they actually do really help. Yeah I am still considering transplants, I just have to really think it over more and figure out a time when I could get it done that wouldn’t interfere with school and work. Maybe in the summer. I will def. keep you posted on the whole transplant thing.
I hope you don’t give up on your quest to stop smoking. Yet a parent of a friend of mine has Emphysema. Spend the money on healthy snack bars and drinks or something! With the price of those cigs, you can’t tell me products such as Rebar and Inko’s white tea are too expensive
Loved the picture of the dog.